Wednesday, September 20, 2006

its the fifth day of mid-sem break today. as usual, did nothing again in these 5 days, besides going around lolx.
after the ifa (intermediate financial accounti
ng) mid-sem paper on thursday, cheryl, zhi hao n i decided to go for ice cream at fredos. i had durian and fredos' surprise each one scoop. argh, it made me miss durian back in m'sia. after that we went to elizabeth street to look around the camera shops. i saw a few that i like but the price was also 'liking'...later we had 'lord of the fries' and had a walk back to their apartment. it was cold and windy tat evening. had a good walk along yarra river and the night view was beautiful. we then took the train to camberwell for dinner. hahaha, only 3 dishes and we also didnt manage to finish. we ordered a seafood platter (fretto misto), a plate of spaggheti carbonara and a small pizza. the carbonara was delicious but we were too full to finish it so we 'da bao' it lor. reach home quite late tat nite but had a nice time together chatting lolx!!! =P


3 pastas in a big plate served in sophia


the ice cream served in sophia


half way eaten fretto misto!!!


rich n creamy n cheesy spagghetti carbonara!!!


tropical hawaiian delight (if i m not wrong lolx!)

on friday we went to chadstone. at least we managed to get ourselves there although it was the first time. took the train then later took bus to reach. there were nothing much there but had a good time too at the arcade. slamming on the crocs was reli fun!!! had nandos for lunch. glad tat c & zh manage to get the choc they were looking for --Golden poker and Gianduiotto. hehe, they gave me some too! thanx!


Golden poker and Gianduiotto

on saturday, we went to boxhill. aunty jane brought us to forest hill. saw lots of cute thingys there! maybe i'll go another round lolx. things there were extremely cheap! we saw a set of cooking utensils (70 pieces) and it only cost $129! the whole set looks so nice! later we went back to boxhill. aj brought us to a few shops that sells asian groceries and also a seafood shop. saw so many choices of dumplings an
d dessert in the seafood shop. reli make me drool lar...c & zh managed to get 'Overseas Restaurant' mooncake from the grocery shops. i can really feel the autumn festival mood over there. you can find boxes of mooncakes in stacks around any asian grocery shops over there. i miss the cheesie mooncake from Tai Thong and the yam mooncake from Teochew Restaurant so much!!! omg, how i wish i am back home now!!! later i got some 'yong tau foo' from a shop. bought six pieces of it as i reli missed mum's. mum's ytf is a mix of pork and fish meat together with spring onion but the ytf here was oni fish meat, but at least i get to eat rather than nothing mar...bought also 2 pkts of vegetarain curry/rendang. but hor, its imported from m'sia de lar...using double the price to buy over here. =.= '''

had a good rest on sunday and did 'part' of the bf assignment together with c & zh on monday.
we continued today but at last decided to put it aside lar as we didnt have any idea how to answer the questions...geram betul!!! (T.T) so........we decided to go over to their apartment to bake scones and a butter cake!!!! i am SOOOOOO happy that the scones turned out perfect! its the first time for me baking scones lol. the texture was ngam ngam leh! we ate with jam and butter lolx! later only mum told me tat we eat either with cream or jam, anyway, it was DELICIOUS!!!


scones in the oven!!!


freshly baked scones cooling on the rack!


ready to be served!

while whisking the batter for the butter cake, i
thought that its 'gone case' liao as the batter was too dry. when we double checked with the recipe oni to find out that we forget to add in milk. hohoho, luckily in the end the cake turned out GOOD! the sweetness was ngam ngam and the tecture was fine too (although the look wasnt reli nice ^_^ )! ops, no photos for the cake as we we too excited le and i cut liao the cake oni realised...=D

anyway, i am quite enjoying my holiday right now although i need to solve some problems. hip hip hurray!!! hope i will fully use this holiday going around melbourne and start my corp. law asap!!! gambate!!!!

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

argh!!!怎么好像永远读不完的呢?!
今天放学回来后,倒头大睡,竟然睡到傍晚六点...
所以又浪费一天了咯.
读来读去还是困在第7&8课的习题.
已经开始期待着假期的来临了.‘希望'我会好好利用那两个星期,不要到头来又后悔.
爸爸妈妈今晚打电话来了,都担心我的健康...没办法呀,在三姐妹中,我的健康是最令父母担心的.
不是鼻塞了,就是咳嗽了,不是这个就是那个.
从没忘记在小学时每两三个星期就往诊疗所跑.医生总是开一贴黄色的液状抗生素.现在回想起来真感到恶心.都不知自己为何有一阵子都向医生要液状药,而不要药丸.笨就是笨...
这个学期里,健康总是频频出状况.开始就喉咙通了两个礼拜,后来就伤风,再后来就咳嗽.等上风咳嗽渐渐好起来时,不小心凉到了,咳嗽又逐渐严重...
希望自己在考试时不会病倒啊!加油!加油!加油!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

又过一天了...
本来想逃一节课的,但是一想到爸爸妈妈那么辛苦供我读书若我还逃课的话,真是太对不起他们了,所以到最后关头还是决定去上课.
至少今天没什么胡思乱想,太多课了,根本没什么时间让我乱想哩!
但是,今天还是又想起他...
为什么呢?虽然知道我们之间的机会似乎等于零,但我还是控制不了自己像他啊.
人人都说时间是最佳的良药,但是都过了那么多年了,他也亲口告诉我了,为何自己还是放不下呢?
在与相差家里十万八千里的异国里,很多时候我都感到很孤单.偶尔多希望有人可以毫不吝啬的给我个拥抱,好好安慰我一番;借我肩膀让我在累的时候靠一靠,在 我想哭的时候可以哭倒在怀里...或许我偶尔有点任性,但是在我任性的那一刻才是真正的我...来到这里就不可以对父母撒娇了,所以至今还是时常home sick...
现在还在考虑是否应该在一月回来澳洲念summer...虽然只是一科,但是至少可以在其中一个学期减轻负担.但是一想到必须在新年自己一个人过的时候,就会觉得很孤单,而且越想到那种感觉就越不想那么早回来!!!
怎么办呢...谁来救救我啊...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

现在对自己的形容词只有一个,就是: 身心疲惫
上个礼拜考了两个测验,第一个还不错,第二个,可以及格就好了...
发觉当我真正专心的时候,杂念就不会存在.
我已经放纵自己胡思乱想一阵子了.
脑子里经常会蹦出很多个万一...
万一有一天医生判断我只剩下个月性命的话,我会怎样好好去利用那一个月?
万一考试考得不理想的话,怎么办?
万一有一天父母不在了,我还能坚强的活下去吗?
万一这个、万一那个...
发觉自己越来越悲观了.
昨晚选择走路回家,就是希望自己借着半长不短的路程让自己反省这个学期所犯下的错误.
想了好久,才发觉自己平白浪费了半个学期了,幸好有中期测验,否则,又要在年尾一口气念完一个学期的课程了.
心中还是存在着他的影子,希望时间会慢慢把他从我的心中抹去...