一切都终于结束了...奇怪的是，心里是很平静的。往往每当到了解散的时候，心中都会有股莫名的澎湃，然而，这次却和以往有异。五场演出及无数次的彩排，带来了无价的友谊，承载着无数的美好回忆。若往后有人问起我大学生活最开心的日子，我会毫不犹豫地告诉他们，进入大学第三年的第一学期，参加中文戏剧组的广东production将是最难忘的。若不是因为参加了这个group, 我相信在墨尔本的两年里，我一定不会出去吃宵夜，也不会'yum cha'到凌晨3点多才回家。这是我在马来西亚也不曾体验过的。爸爸也鼓励我多交朋友，也很开明的不多管了，只要我有人陪着回家就好。

心中不再有任何期待，只希望平平静静的完成三年的大学生活。太多的期待，往往只换来无数的失望。很多人都开始追问我有没啊？哈哈，当然没啦，我太任性了，太粗鲁了，太三八了，太没仪态了，都吓跑人了。但当我发觉自己已经迈入二十大关时，哈哈，坦白说，难免是会有点不安。但是，单身不错嘛！自由得很，顶多有时寂寞的时候想有个人在旁边陪伴着我。

冬天即将来临，也将是我呆在墨尔本的最后一个冬天。没有的回家是有点遗憾及伤感，但想象可以在冬天的时候和朋友们一起吃火锅也是值得回忆的。所谓‘天下无不散之廷席’，就趁大家还在一起的时候来个留念，往后往回看时，也将是个带着微笑的回忆...

finally, the first show is over! overall, it was quite a success. had supper at chilli padi. had quite a good time with all the crews that were present and also had jokes by shi yang , annie, lauren and zhi wai and a good laugh after a few weeks of stress really helps alot.

i look awful in this photo! >.<

results for the mid-sem papers are out too. did quite badly for my Derivative Securities. should i be glad that i passed the paper or should i be angry that i didn't work hard enough for this paper? 15 out of 30. thats really bad. my target was at least 20. Financial Accounting was not too bad. 31 out of 40. glad that i hit my target of 30. haha, at least i hit one out of my 3 targets right? =) Accounting for Corporate Entities paper's results are not out yet. hope i have a fair mark though.

missing m'sia soooo much. exam time tables are out and i will be finishing my finals on 14th june! asked for dad's permission to go back to m'sia but this round he's quite firm with his decision to not let me go home! T.T missing my babies so much. had a bad dream of Lucky man last night. really scare me off. didn't manage to continue with a good sleep after i woke up from that dream. hope everything back in m'sia is fine. dad tends not to tell me what is really happening back at home as he knows very well that i will be worried over here but i feel so out of the way not knowing what is happening mar...=(

anyway, really looking forward for mum coming in july or september perhaps! another thing, why wesak day in m'sia was on 1 May but Buddha's day here is 19 or 20 May?! so big difference de? hmm... =.="'